Title: The First Time
Author: Peach
Email address: peach1250@hotmail.com
Fandom: X-Files
Pairings: Skinner/Mulder/Krycek
Warnings: This story contains explicit m/m sex. If these things bother you *GO AWAY NOW*
Rating: NC17
Date: 3/30/01
Archive: DitB, Slashing Mulder, RatB, SKSA. Others just ask
Disclaimer: The characters of Skinner and Mulder, and Krycek, and the X-Files belong to Chris Carter, 1013 Productions and the Fox Network. No copyright Infringement is intended no money is being made.
Summary: PWP I think a little plot is trying to sneak in sorry.
NOTE: This story is part of the Anniversary and Valentine's Day series. Also in the series Boys Night Out, Christmas, Skinner's Balcony (Alex POV), First Time. Again I need to thank Josan for inspiration, beta skills, and just making me smile with her work. Any errors remaining are mine alone.

I had decided that I wanted to know how they felt when being made love to by each other. Being manly men, we still used the work fuck but it had been love making for a long time now. Being the hard as nails dominant kind of guy, I am I had never bottomed. Neither of them had ever indicated that they wanted me to. They seemed very happy with me topping them and their taking turns topping each other. My love for them had grown to the point that I wanted to give myself to them in every way possible. Now that I had decided I was nervous, but excited too.

It was Fox's turn to go out to dinner. This was part of the pattern I had established. Each Friday I took one of them to dinner. Just the two of us. This was to give us private time to talk and learn about each other. Besides sex isn't the only aspect of a relationship. It gave me a chance to show them off. I made sure that each of them got my undivided attention on a regular basis. Made sure they had time alone to get to know each other.

When Alex came into our lives, I was determined that Fox would never feel cheated or neglected because of that. He loved me enough to accept another lover in my life and I didn't want him to regret that. So, now that I had decided to bottom for them, I wanted Fox to be first. Alex was so accepting, I thought he would be happy to have this change and wouldn't care who was first.

Fox made me see it differently.

Our dinner had been delicious as always and we were lingering over coffee. I knew from the teasing that Fox was getting anxious to leave. Our evenings always ended with us going home and making love to our other partner. Tonight, I had planned for us to make a stop somewhere first. I had a room for us and planned to have my Fox deflower me. The word made me grin.

When I steered the car in a different direction from normal, he turned to me.

"Where are we going, Walter?"

"I have something special planned for us tonight. I told Alex we would be later than normal."

"What are you up to?"

"Just be patient. I know you aren't good at that, but try. OK?"

His mouth quirked when I pulled into the hotel. I let the valet take the car and led Fox inside. He kept quiet on the way to the room, just watching me with a small smile on his lips.

Once we were in the room, he pushed me against the door and kissed me breathless.

"Ok. Walter, why are we spending money on a room when we have a perfectly good bed at home with a hot Alex to share it with us. Not that I don't enjoy having private time with you, but this breaks our pattern. Alex may feel slighted. You know we're used to being well fucked by the other two members of this triad on date night. Alex told me once that the anticipation of us coming home after dinner keeps him hard the whole time we are gone."

"I made a decision this week. I've decided that I want to feel what you feel when Alex is inside you and what he feels when you are inside him. So I want you to strip me, put me on that bed, and pop my cherry."

"Walter, you sweet talker, you. You're so romantic." He was grinning that sexy grin I love so much.

I growled at him, "I'll sweet talk you after. Right now I want to fuck."

He was still pressed against me and I moved my hands to rub his sweet ass as I pushed my crotch against him to show him how hard I was.

"Walter, seriously, I love you and the idea of being inside you makes me really hot…."

"But? I hear a but."

"I don't think you've considered all the implications. Why me first? Why not Alex? Or is this something you are offering me and Alex won't be given the same privilege?"

"No, I plan on letting both of you top me. I just wanted you to be first. I didn't think you would have a problem with Alex doing it too. Do you?"

"No. Believe it or not, I don't feel threatened by him at all. I know you love me. I know you love him. You've managed to make us both feel like the center of your life."

"Go on, I know there's more."

"Walter, I want to make love to you. I know Alex does, too. You know all that *private* time you arrange for us?"

I nodded at him.

"Well, we spend most of it talking about you. You have taken our love, joined it with yours and woven it into a brilliant cloak that you wrap around us, making us feel safe and loved.  Even with all that, there are times when Alex is still afraid. He thinks that you'll grow tired of him, or I'll want you to myself and we'll throw him out. That's why he should be first."

"I'm not sure I understand. I thought it would hurt you if he were first. I still have trouble believing that you let me take another lover."

"So you would hurt him to avoid hurting me? I still count for more than he does?" His eyes were gentle, his voice low, waiting for me to *get* it.

"That's not how I mean it, dammit."

"I know that. But he doesn't. Think about it. He's never been first with anyone. Never had anyone before you care how he felt. If you hadn't apologized to him, you could still have made him your lover. He embraces ever day with you like it's a gift that might be taken away from him. The nights he and I have been alone, he's had nightmares of you rejecting him and throwing him out."

"Why hasn't he told me? Why didn't you?"

"He's so afraid of saying anything negative to you. Remember how he reacted when we had our first argument? He still thinks he's not good enough for us. That he doesn't deserve to be happy."

"So you think if he's first, that will help him understand that he's not just in on a pass?"

"Yeah, I do. Much as I'd love to *pop your cherry* I want you to give that gift to Alex."

"Ok, if you are sure, then let's go home."

"Wait a minute! Seems a shame for the maid to have to make a bed that wasn't even touched. Come on, you can pretend you're popping my cherry."

"Don't you want to go home and watch Alex pop mine?" I leered at him.

"No. When we go home, I want us to make love to him like normal. I think this should be a memory that is his alone. I think you'll enjoy it enough that I'll get to see him do you plenty of times before we get too old to fuck anymore. Although with Alex and you as my partners, I don't think I'll ever be too old. Next week, while I'm out of town, you romance our Rat. Send him flowers. That will prompt him to cook you a special dinner. After dinner take him to bed but please, don't say *pop my cherry*. "

"Hey! I can do romantic!"

"I know you can. Make it as wonderful for him as you can. Now, weren't we gonna play pirate and cabin boy?"

"How did I get so lucky? I love you."

"I love you too, but if you don't fuck me soon, I'm gonna pull my gun."

I growled low in my throat and started to strip him. He laughed that low, sexy laugh of his and started helping. It didn't take us long to get us both naked.

He wrapped his hand around my cock, "Sir, Captain Pirate, sir. Oh, it's so big! Please don't hurt me."

"It's your duty to take care of your Captain's needs, boy. Don't be afraid. I'll teach you to like having me in your sweet little ass."

I pulled him toward the bed and pushed him down. Grabbed my coat and found the lube I had stashed in my pocket. Turned back to the bed to see my beautiful Fox on his stomach, his delectable ass raised by the pillows for me to use. He grinned at me over his shoulder.

"I'm ready, Captain."

"Prepare to be boarded, me hearty." I smiled as I heard a giggle from the pillow Fox had buried his face in.

I'm the luckiest SOB on this planet. Being loved by him is a wondrous gift from the gods. I hope he knows how much I love him.

I crawled onto the bed, between his legs. Using a generous portion of lube, I made my lover ready to receive me. He wiggled back, using his muscles to pull my fingers in deep, making those gasping, breathy moans I love.

"Please, Captain."

"You like that, boy?"

"Yes, Captain. It feels good."

"If you like that, my beautiful cabin boy, you'll love having my cock in you."

I kept working the fingers of that hand in him as I picked up the lube and coated my cock. I pulled my fingers out of him, pressing the head of my cock against his hole, I eased in slowly. He pushed back against me and moaned. Lying full length on his back I sucked on the spot where his shoulder and neck meet. Funny how both Alex and Fox react the same way to that. He tightened down on me and I moaned with pleasure.

"Please, Walter. I need you so much. Make love to me. Make me come for you."

"Whatever you want, my Fox. For the rest of our lives."

I started moving in him then. Pulling out all but the head then pushing back in to the base. Slow and easy. Making it last for us both. Building the heat between us until his panting told me he needed more. Pushing his legs farther apart, I raised up on my knees and cupped his ass as I began to slam into him.

"Yes! God! Yes! Walterrrrrr!"

I felt him lock down on me. That's all it took to push me over the edge. I screamed his name as I shot high in his body. Holding on to him I rolled us onto our sides so I wouldn't be a dead weight on him but could enjoy being inside him as we came back to earth.

When his breathing was back to normal, he wiggled back against me, helping keep my softening cock inside him. "Have I ever told you how I love that you hold me after? I know men aren't supposed to want that but I love being cuddled after."

I chuckled against his neck, "Guess we're both strange then, cause I love holding you and being inside you until I'm totally soft again."

We both laughed as my now soft cock slipped from his body. He looked at his watch.

"Come on, lover, quick shower and home to Alex. He'll have blue balls by the time we get there."

I followed him to the shower. We went home and made love to Alex until he was begging us to please let him come. That night I lay awake for a long time after they were asleep, planning my own first time.

Fox had to go out of town on Monday. As usual we took our shower together that morning. With the noise of the water to keeping Alex from hearing he told me to have a good time and to call him afterward to let him know how it went. I took him hard in the shower that morning. He always wanted it rough when he was going to be gone for a few days. Said being sore reminded him of what he had to come home to.

One of the first things I did that morning was to order roses for Alex. He had shown such joy with them on Valentine's Day that I thought he should have some today. Besides, what's more romantic than roses? He called me when they were delivered.

"Sergei, they're beautiful. Thank you. I feel special to get roses when it's not a holiday or my birthday or anything."

"Alexei, you are special. Every day. I'll be home early. I love you. I've got a meeting in five minutes so I need to go. See you tonight."

"Love you."

Then he hung up. I didn't really have a meeting. It was just that hearing the pleasure in his voice combined with knowing what I had planned for us had given me an instant hard-on. I couldn't keep my mind on work. I had already jerked off once today. I knew if I wanted to last with him tonight. I'd have to do it again before I went home.

Damn! They were turning me into a rutting sex fiend. 

When I finished up for the day, I gave him a quick call to say I was on my way and did he need me to pick up anything. Then I went into the bathroom and jerked off again. I hadn't been this nervous when I planned to do this with Fox. I guess after what Fox had told me, I was anxious to make this as special for Alex as I could.

I got home and walked into a house filled with wonderful smells. Alex is an excellent cook. I could smell the lingering odor of pineapple and brown sugar. I smiled, knowing he had made a pineapple upside cake. He knows how I love them. Somehow, I didn't think we would get to the cake until much later tonight.

I walked into the dining room to find him lighting the candles, his roses proudly standing in the center of the table. He had set out *the good china*.

"Everything smells wonderful, Alexei. You are spoiling me."

I smiled at my lover standing there in the green silk shirt he knows I love on him, his jeans molded to the erection I knew was for me. I pulled him close to kiss him hello.

"You smell good, too." I told him before I bent to suck on that spot he loves.

"Sergei, please. I want to feed you first. Dinner, I mean. I worked hard on it and I don't want it ruined."

I let him go, grinning, "Ok. But after dinner……"

"After dinner you can have your wicked way with me for as long and in any way you want."

I let him push me down into a chair and realized that I was hungry. I hadn't eaten lunch because my mind had been on my plans for the evening. So I ate dinner while telling him about the latest gossip Kim had told me that day. When I was full, I pushed back and gave him my most sultry look.

"Come here, Alexei."

He rose from his chair and came to me. I reached to pull him down to straddle me. Wrapping my arms around him, I kissed him deeply before I moved down to his neck. He arched back offering his throat to me to play with as I pleased. Keeping one hand around him, I used the other to work on the buttons of his shirt. As I opened it, I trailed a line of kisses down then sucked one of his nipples into my mouth.

When I had him whimpering, I opened his jeans. He made a little sighing sound as his cock was released from the confines of his tight jeans. I stroked him slowly as I continued to work on his nipples.

"Sergei, please. I can't hold on much longer."

I raised my head to smile at him. Reaching behind him, I pushed my dinner dishes out of the way then lifted him up to sit on the table.

He had told me once that, when I grin at him, I look like a bad little boy up to something. He also said it makes him hot. So I grinned then plunged my mouth down over his cock, sucking him in deep.

"Sergei! I can't….."

Then he was shooting down my throat. His hand clutched at my shoulder as he arched up to me. I drank him down, loving the taste of him. When he went still, I pulled him off the table and back into my lap.

"That's not fair. I wanted to show you how much I love you tonight. I wanted to thank you for the roses."

"Alexei, I've given you roses before. You don't owe me anything for them. I wasn't trying to bribe you."

He burrowed his head against my throat and I felt the soft kiss he placed there before he lifted his head to look into my eyes.

"I should have said the card, not the roses really. It was the card that was important."

"What? The card? I don't get it, all it said was that I love you."

"It didn't just say that, Sergei. You sent me roses from a florist with a card that said 'For my Alexei. A small token of my love for you. Your Sergei.' You obviously didn't care that the florist and the delivery guy knew that you were sending these to *me*. A man. The deliveryman told me that *my man* must have it bad. He also told me if I get tired of you, to send you his way. I let him live because I knew it would distress you to come home to blood on the carpet."

His words tried to be light and teasing but now that Fox had told me how Alex worried I saw past that. I kissed him softly, holding his face with my hands.

"Come upstairs, love. I have something planned for you that will show you just how much you mean to me."

He eased up off my lap and, holding my hand preceded me up the steps. We stripped hurriedly, both of us needing to touch. I followed him down onto the bed. Kissing him until we were both breathless. I knew that I was close to exploding and didn't want to come again until he was inside me. I pulled back. His eyes opened and the fear was there before he could hide it.

"Alexei, love we need to slow down. God! You get me so hot, but I want it to last. I want you to feel how precious you are to me. I have plans for tonight and they don't include me coming like a teenager."

I rolled away from him and reached in the drawer by the bed for my cock ring. He watched me as I snapped it around me.

"Now I won't come until my lover gives me permission. Will you wear yours too?"

His eyes were big and he swallowed hard then nodded. I held him gently as I snapped his ring around him. Then I gave him that wicked grin as I pulled him close to kiss him again. I took my time kissing and sucking at his throat. Giving him new marks to remember this night by. His body responds so beautifully. He glows when you get him really aroused. I love seeing him like that. 

When I knew he was totally focused on the sensations of being kissed and fondled, I reached for the lube. His head jerked, his eyes opened as I coated him and began to pump him slowly.

"Alexei, I want you to do something special for me tonight."

As I continued to caress him, I picked up the lube and held it out to him. His hand moved toward me and I squeezed the lube onto his fingers.

"I want your fingers inside me. Will you do that for me, love?"

"Anything you want, Sergei." His voice was hoarse. I smiled encouragingly at him and shifted on the bed to give him easier access to me. His touch was so gentle, hesitant. I pushed back toward his hand.

My voice was more of a growl, "More, Alexei. I want more. Work them in me, please."

He smiled then and began to finger fuck me with a steady rhythm. It felt so good. If I wasn't wearing the cock ring, I would have come just from that alone. I kept up my own rhythm on his cock.

"Alexei, I want you in me. Will you make love to me?"

His eyes were startled, "But you don't…you never….."

"Alexei, I want you to be my first. I love you and I want to give myself to you completely. Will you take me, lover? Fill me with your come? Make me totally yours?"

His eyes were huge emeralds, his breathing harsh. He swallowed and nodded slowly. With my free hand, I pulled him in to kiss me again. When the kiss ended I rolled over on my back, grabbing the pillows to raise my hips.

"Sergei, are you sure? Won't it upset Fox if I'm first?"  His voice was a raspy whisper. Again he was doubting his right to have anything he really wanted. 

"Alexei, Fox loves you too. He doesn't feel threatened by our love. You don't need to feel threatened, either."

"He only says he loves me when he's coming in me. I don't think that really counts. My clients used to say it then, too."

Another piece of the puzzle. Guess Fox is as blind as I am to our lover's fears. Well, that could wait. Right now I wanted Alex to make love to me.

"It took Fox a long time to be able to tell me that he loved me outside of bed. But I know he meant it just the same. He means it with you, too. No more talk about anything outside this bed. I've asked my lover to make love to me. To teach me the joy of being filled by him. Please, Alexei. I want you inside me."

He smiled a radiant smile at me then and my heart almost stopped. I watched him as he positioned himself between my legs.

"Tell me if I hurt you. I don't want to hurt you."

"You won't. I trust you."

He pressed forward against me, pulling my legs up over his shoulders. It felt so strange to be the one whose legs were up in the air. I felt his cock pushing against me. He pushed and the head entered me. He didn't push forward any more, just rocked against me for a minute then pushed in a little more. That's when I felt the slight burn as he breached me. His eyes were glued to my face and he went still again. I smiled and nodded encouragingly at him. He surged forward and buried his beautiful, thick cock in me.

He stayed like that for a couple of minutes his hand finding a nipple and rubbing it erect. Then he leaned down and gave me the sweetest kiss I'd ever had. Raising back up, he began to move in and out of my body. At first, all I felt was full. Then he shifted and hit my prostate. I arched up to him then and cried out his name.

"Alexei, please."

"Please? What do you want, Sergei?"

"I want you to make me come. I want you to fill me with your come."

"Gladly, my love."

He began to piston into me, each stroke hitting my prostate. My cock was throbbing with need but I couldn't come because of the cock ring. I wanted to take off the ring but I had told Alexei that I wouldn't come until he let me.

I moaned when his hand moved and I heard the snap on my ring open. The blood roared painfully into my cock and I immediately started to shoot. I heard Alex moan as my ass clamped down on him. Then the sound of his ring being unsnapped, he screamed my name as his come shot deep inside me. I let my legs slide off his shoulders and he followed them downward to lie on my chest. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him.

We lay together still joined until our breathing had slowed.

"Wow! I should have let you do that to me a long time ago."

He raised his head to look at me with wonder.

"Really? You liked it?"

"Like doesn't begin to cover it. I expect you to do it again before we go to sleep."

His face lit up like Times Square. "I love you, Sergei. I'm so glad you enjoyed it, because I really want to do it again."

"You will, lover. Many times if I have my way. Matter of fact I'm thinking that you and Fox should get to play games this weekend. We could go up to the cabin and the two of you could spend your time amusing yourselves with your sex slave. Keep him naked and in chains. Send him back to work on Monday so sore he has trouble sitting down. Want to call Fox and see what he thinks about the idea?"

"We're going to tell him about what we just did?"

"Yes, Alexei. He'll be happy for us. Happy for what will be waiting for him when he comes home. Don't look so worried."

I moved to the edge of the bed and put the phone on speaker and hit the speed dial for Fox's cell. We had put the speakerphone in after Alex became our lover so Fox could have phone sex with us when he was out of town. It only rang once before we heard his voice.

"Mulder."

"Hi, lover. What are you doing?"

"Walter, I'm glad you called. I miss you guys. God, I hate these trips. So what are you guys up to?" He tried for nonchalant but I knew better. He was dying to know how it had gone.

I cuddled Alex next to me. Smiling down at him I turned back toward the phone.

"I'm trying to recover from Alex's attempt to rub my tonsils with his dick via my ass. He looks none the worse for the experience. Matter of fact he looks downright content."

Fox voice sounded excited, "Way to go Alex! Tell me everything. No, no, wait. Let me get the lube before you start."

We heard the phone drop and a loud 'damn' then his suitcase hitting the floor. Alex looked up at me with a surprised expression.

"He's not mad."

"Of course not. I told you he would be happy for us."

"OK. I'm back. Now, Alex, tell me everything. Or even better do him again so I can listen."

Alex looked a question at me again and I nodded. Reaching down, I began to fondle him, bringing him erect as he started to talk to Fox. Once he was hard I rolled to my side so he could spoon against me. This way we were both turned toward the phone so Fox would be able to hear us.

"Fox, it was so incredible. He's so tight!"

"Well, of course he's tight. He was a virgin. He didn't bleed, did he?" I could hear the worry in his voice.

"No, Fox. Alex was very careful with me. No bleeding. My only problem is I could kick myself for not letting it happen long ago. It was fantastic."

His voice was soft, "Good. Neither of us would want to do it if you didn't enjoy it. I'll call when I get to the airport and I'll expect you to be lubed and ready for me when I get home. Now, let Alex tell me, please. I'm all hot and excited here."

"Fox, he made me hard again. Do you want to listen while I take him again?"

"God! Yes, just tell me what and how while you do it."

"I'm pushing inside him now. He's so hot and tight. It feels so good to be inside him. Our sweet sex slave. We are taking him to the cabin this weekend. All he'll be allowed to wear is chains. We're going to use his sweet ass until he's sore. Do you hear the noises he's making, Fox?"

"That's Walter? Damn, when did he start…..nevermind. He must have started making those noises…..Shit! He really sounds turned on. Talk to me, Alex."

"He's pushing his sweet ass back against me, using one of his hands to open himself more for me. I'm pulling all the way out then plunging all the way in. He feels so good. It's such a turn on to know that I'm the first one to do this to him. A turn on to know that only you and I will *ever* do this to him."

We could hear the sounds of Fox working himself as Alex took me and talked to Fox. This had to be one of the most erotic moments of my life. I could hardly wait for Fox to be home so I could have them both take me one after the other. I hadn't even realized I was making sounds until Alex spoke of them.

Alex's pace picked up. He was hitting my prostate and I knew I was close to coming again.

"Fox, you're gonna love doing him this way. He's close to coming again. Listen, doesn't he sound greedy, needy? His face is so beautiful. As beautiful as he looks when he's inside you. I'm gripping his hip now as I ram into him as hard as I can. His hand is clutching at my hip pulling me closer. He wants to come but he's trying to hold it back. Waiting for permission. You tell him when, Fox."

Alex was panting now, the words grunted as he worked his cock in me. I could hear the sounds Fox was making through the lust haze I was in. Hear the slapping sound as he worked himself. Alex's breath ghosting over my ear as he nipped at me.

"Fox! Please, are you close? Walter's clamping down on me. I can't hold …….. GODDDDDDDD!!"

Fox managed two heaven-sent words, "Come, Walter!"

I exploded as I felt Alex start to fill me. I heard Fox's wail as he joined us. Then just the sound of three men remembering how to breathe.

04/02/01

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